it's 9 pm now.
i've nothing to do.
i do not have that zest for studying anymore.
everytime i sit down by the study table,
i will always feell like going out.
the hse is like a birdcage...
i really need to go out and do homework.
my mum doesn't understand me...
i hate this home...
i want to go out...
i'm afraid that next tim i will be like my sister,
everyday play computer,
which is what i am doing now.
it seems to be the only source to stay "alive"
other times i'm just like a walking dead person,
no passion...
anymore...
ok
it's 9pm pn the dot.
i better go look for my passion.
lols
ok gtg
bye!